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[Jun. 25th, 2008|11:28 pm] |
today was good, well tonight was. :)
jess and devin picked me up from conciling,
and then went back to jess's.
Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
yes
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
hahahah fuck that bitch, hell no.
When was the last time you cried?
day before yesterday
Last text from?
Kenton
Do you miss anyone?
Yes
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yes
Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
When they're attractive
What's irritating you right now?
the fact that i can't get you off my mind.
How many piercings do you have ?
ears(3)
belly(1)
4:)
Do you have a best friend?
A few.
Would you live with someone without marrying them?
yes
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
i don't remember
Believe in love at first sight?
nahhh
Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Depends which secret.
Are you dating the person you text most?
No.
Do you like tattoos and piercings?
I do.
Do you like someone?
unfortunately
Are you in a good mood?
okay
Do you have more or less than five real best friends?
even
Does the number 3 have any significance to you?
a lot
Who is your number 1 on myspace?
jess
What's the backround on your phone?
a gril with a blue belt in publix. kenton set it.
What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Decent.
When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
uh the other day, prob jd
What's the last thing you just did?
talked on the phone to calli wallie
What would you take from your house if you knew it would be flooded tomorrow?
myself
Your stuck in a room for an hour with a chalk board, what do you draw on it?
a new life
Do you think Giant anacondas really have a purpose on this earth?
no
Which is worse...15 pounds underweight or overweight?
depends on your idea of under
How important is it for us to find other planets, resources and life?
doesn't interest me at the moment
What kind of animal do you think the world could live without?
Cockroaches & cats!
If someone invented glasses that can see through things, would you buy it?
Any day.
When you die, and if you become an angel, who will you watch over?
tyler
If when you die, you become a ghost, would you try to contact your loved one?
yes!
Do you think its important to conserve the rainforrest?
mhm
If leprechauns existed what would the world be like?
green
Hello my name is:
sarah danielle squarebrigs |
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[Jun. 24th, 2008|09:29 pm] |
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i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you. i want you.
Why can't i have you?
I start sunsplash soon, i also started my "herbal detox" pills today. that shittt better work. i've been running everyday :) |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2008|07:10 pm] |
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i loveeeeee my lifeeeeee :)
today was a fun and relaxing day.
hot tubbed that shit up with jess devin and Justin.d |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2008|06:47 pm] |
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i've been very self conscious lately. I think it's since the conversation about how picky you were. i feel very gross. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2008|12:14 pm] |
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every thing's perfect; well almost everything :)
p.s i died my hair. well jess did. lol. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2008|02:34 pm] |
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every things been so crazy lately. i haven't written in this thing in quite a while, I'm never on anymore. things have changed so much since, since you. its so nice to not sit around waiting for you to call when you feel like hanging out, to be able to just be out with who ever the hell i want when i want. i don't get why you made such a big impact on me. people just don't do that to me. im scared of whats going to happen when i bump into you. with me going out now, and not staying home anymore, were bound to bump into each other. I couldn't see you ignoring me then for some strange reason. but me. me, i have nothing to say to you. nothing at all. your so beyond my words. your so not worth them, yeah i mean im talking about it now, which means it obviously has some effect on me, but your not worth being acknowledged in person, pretty sad thing actually. other things; i started my fucking diversion program bullshit. i spent about four hours in counciling yesterday between private and group sessions. it's pretty ridiculous. I'm on a very good note with just about everyone right now, its really nice. even a boy that i thought I'd never ever see again after school, ahah that was a crazy night of last October. but then again so were the past two of last week. i hate it when someone really close starts to drift away and not tell you why.? especially after a good night, a good sleep over (lol) and when i start to actually care about them in a whole new way. one that i haven't felt since ******** ****. I'm begging to get used to this whole becoming old news shit. it's happening with you now i guess. all well, I'm just slowly becoming bitter and not caring about anyone but a select few that i know for sure won't hurt me. and shows a lot that i have the confidence of knowing that they'd never do anything to hurt me. i love the fact that I'm hanging out with new people. haha, i love my new friends there fucking hilarious. i don't care if you don't like the person I'm becoming, i am having so much fun this summer, and before i couldn't remember what the word fun is. my dad's still bipolar, but not strict anymore, thank god. He'll be in New York for 11 days :) i still need a job. and i really wanna know what school I'm going to next year. Oh, and my Fcat scores. haha, that was a crazy week, i miss you brooke sulli. this'll prob be my last entry for a while, im okay, and that.. thats amazing, because in all honesty, i didn't think i'd ever be able to say that. i prove to myself more and more every day that i don't need you. your like ... your like make up. i wear it because i want to, and it makes my appearance look bigger? but i sure as hell don't need it and i look cleaner with out it.. heh, well im going to go now. with jesssssssss |
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[Jun. 11th, 2008|05:08 pm] |
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last night was BOSS.heh, it's still wonderful to see that your still not growing up. all well, I've tried my best for a damn long time. I have nothing left to attempt. mm, quick subject change.
so i had a job interview at sunspash today. that went pretty well. i needa job like fucking crazy. i've been thinking about a lot of things lately. i am trying a new approach when it comes to guys, a certain someone has taught me so much. that, i thank him for. im learning the desires, the needs, and the wants in a relationship by not being in one, sitting back and watching from the sidelines. by not being involved in any way shape or form with anyone until i feel i've got the game good and down. i can see and feel myself changing a lot. although you may not think it's for the better, i think its for the best. seriously once you stop giving a fuck, its a whole new world. the realizations i've been coming to lately, i wouldn't change for the world. and its all happening because of you. i can almost say that im okay with everything that happened. i mean yeah, it bothers me. it'll always bother me. but i will be okay. i will be better. things are starting to look up. i don't know what to think about the next school year. i mean fuck, fifth school of high school. its okay, brightside? i know everyone. thats also a downside though. heh, all well. i can't wait till i get my license, its way to far away! i should of listened to the girl who claimed to be my best friend, you know the one thats a two faced bitch now? ahha, its crazy how people change. for the worst. well, im going to get ready for jess's party. I gettta see my alex an court. speaking of court, i have counseling tomorrow. fuckkkkkkSWFAS!
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[Jun. 10th, 2008|03:11 am] |
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you don't care, i miss you more everyday.
"i don't want anything to do with that girl"?
i just don't get it,
i don't know what to do, just a conversation. (1)
im not asking for a lot. i did fuck up though. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2008|06:36 pm] |
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HATE lil wayne, it strangly reminds me of what could of been.
I wish he'd drop dead, and bring you right along with him! |
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